tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4792871902317373397.post4739793095284791925..comments2021-02-19T19:53:49.988-08:00Comments on Merp: Losing ControlDaniellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16145179476585616888noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4792871902317373397.post-35846535327771295722010-08-31T08:50:21.982-07:002010-08-31T08:50:21.982-07:00That mental pic of you being sick and in the hosp....That mental pic of you being sick and in the hosp. should be there in your tool chest. You can pull it out when you feel like you don't want to eat and ask yourself what not eating get's you. Stay strong and remember that they are trying to help you and doing it for your own good.Eating With Othershttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07885274679677042833noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4792871902317373397.post-35149139528692990672010-08-30T21:24:02.839-07:002010-08-30T21:24:02.839-07:00Recovery is hard, but it is SO worth it! I know th...Recovery is hard, but it is SO worth it! I know that it's difficult being constantly monitored. It's hard when it feels like you have no control. You just have to remember that with ED, even though it feels like we have control, we really don't. The disorder does. Recovery is the only way for you to regain control even if it doesn't seem that way at the moment. Hang in there. It is always hard, but it does get easier. Like anything that is worth something, it takes time. You can do it. :)lifeafteranorexiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14995948227699986041noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4792871902317373397.post-85954327660684780132010-08-30T20:22:32.315-07:002010-08-30T20:22:32.315-07:00I can SO relate to feeling out of control in recov...I can SO relate to feeling out of control in recovery- you said perfectly what I am always thinking. It is incredibly scary to give that kind of power to one's treatment team (especially when ED's are about control). Good for you for realizing though that trusting your treatment team is what is best for you- that takes a lot of strength. I am so proud of you for staying focused on recovery and being so determined!!! It will be worth it in the end, and you can do it!!!Boston Femmehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11772762440931811261noreply@blogger.com