Friday, August 27, 2010
Weight gain was my first challenge. I've gained probably 2 pounds so far. Next challenge? ..Eating more. Eating more is really hard for me. Well.. for any eating disorder recoverer. Setting calorie limits for myself is such a habit now that it's going to be so hard to break. The habits that come with an eating disorder (cutting food into small pieces, eating slower, pushing food around the plate, hiding food, counting calories, working out, and eating safe foods) are hard to break. But the success and happiness that comes with breaking those little habits, are amazing.
So recovery is going to be a hard, long, road ahead. But i'm willing to get my life back. Who's with me?